Whoever said life was easy...was wrong!

It´s so difficult to get up from bed every single day. And it´s even harder to realize that I am going to do what I do every day of my life. I´m so sick of this routine and all I ask is for some excitement, something that will change my perspective from life.

It doesn´t matter if it is finding someone to love or just going on a trip by myself. I want to feel the rush running through my veins and to feel that living is worth it. Maybe one day I will feel like this and I will be the luckiest girl. But until then I can´t stop wishing my life was different.

Things about life

How are we supposed to know how to manage certain situations in life? We weren't born with a handbook to teach us how to act and how to manage situations.

How am I supposed to know when it's time to stop feeling this way and start living life? 

I  know I'm not different from everyone else and that I have a purpose in life I need to complete. But what if I don't even know where to start? What if I am so scared that I am just ignoring the fact that I have to do what I need to do to have a life?

I don't want to keep living this way but at the same time I don't know how to stop this never ending cycle. I need help but I don't know how to ask for it!