lunes, 28 de diciembre de 2015

I kinda forget...

I have so many things to say but I don´t actually say them. I limit myself to say the right thing and that´s it. Maybe that´s the reason why I write. I try to create all this imaginary worlds to help me cope with everything I didm´t say and could´ve done. I´m not the best writer out there but I´m learning. I hope one day to be as great as Fitzgerald or Rowling. I know I can but there is still a lot of things to do. 

Yesterday, while I was trying to sleep, I had the biggest urge to write in this blog. At some point, I think I thought about opening another one, but goodness gracious that idea did not stuck. You know, I actually started this blog as a kind of diary and since then it has become a "let´s put everything literary in here" blog. I don´t mind, because writing is my passion, when I´m writing I feel in my element, and that´s an incredible feeling. I feel like I belong. But I guess what I am trying to say is that I want this blog to be a free place to express myself. I don´t care who´s reading and at the end, you will just learn about the real me. 

I´m not stoping the post about things I wrote and things like that. But, I will also post about things I´m thinking, random things, things I feel like I should talk about. This is my opinion about certain things and that does not reflect the way things are. They just reflect my feelings toward a certain topic. 

Thank you for understanding (you know who you are) and here´s to more blog posts.

P.S.: 
Also, I still don´t know if I´ll be opening the other blog because I still don´t think I have what it takes to have that type of blog. But, I´m thinking about it and trying to create some content. If everything goes the way it´s supposed, then I´ll be making an announcement very soon! So let´s hope for a miracle. 

Sometimes my sadness feels too heavy that I forget how to breath and fake a smile.