jueves, 13 de julio de 2017

Life is wonderful and unexpected, but that´s what makes it so exciting and worth it.

So there is something that´s been bothering me. I should be graduating from university right this moment of my life, yet I still have almost three more years to go. What triggered thoughts surrounding this topic is that one of my closest friends is graduating. From the same career I was supposed to graduate from. At the same time because we started at the same time. My graduation day is very far away. I don´t even have to think of my thesis and graduation project, YET.

It should not bother me, but deep down I have to confess that it does...

I guess that it all comes down to the fact that people who I´m closest with are going aways and starting their adult and responsible lives. While I´m here, still studying for a class I don´t even need but have to pass because it´s part of "a fundamental education in life". It´s weird and hard to see people moving on when I´m stuck trying to get there. What makes it so frustrating is that I already know what I want to do with my life after university. I know I want to go and conquer the editorial world. Just kidding. Or maybe not. But all jokes aside, I want to create books, literally and metaphorically.

Rant over.

Now, don´t get me wrong. I´m so damn proud of the my friends and their accomplishments. I´m so happy for them and for the future they have ahead, whether I´m in it or not. I wish them nothing but great and amazing things. And i know that I will have an amazing future as well, because God knows I´m working my butt off to make them happen.

Life is wonderful and unexpected, but that´s what makes it so exciting and worth it.

Sometimes my sadness feels too heavy that I forget how to breath and fake a smile.