So there is something that´s been bothering me. I should be graduating from university right this moment of my life, yet I still have almost three more years to go. What triggered thoughts surrounding this topic is that one of my closest friends is graduating. From the same career I was supposed to graduate from. At the same time because we started at the same time. My graduation day is very far away. I don´t even have to think of my thesis and graduation project, YET.
It should not bother me, but deep down I have to confess that it does...
I guess that it all comes down to the fact that people who I´m closest with are going aways and starting their adult and responsible lives. While I´m here, still studying for a class I don´t even need but have to pass because it´s part of "a fundamental education in life". It´s weird and hard to see people moving on when I´m stuck trying to get there. What makes it so frustrating is that I already know what I want to do with my life after university. I know I want to go and conquer the editorial world. Just kidding. Or maybe not. But all jokes aside, I want to create books, literally and metaphorically.
Rant over.
Now, don´t get me wrong. I´m so damn proud of the my friends and their accomplishments. I´m so happy for them and for the future they have ahead, whether I´m in it or not. I wish them nothing but great and amazing things. And i know that I will have an amazing future as well, because God knows I´m working my butt off to make them happen.
Life is wonderful and unexpected, but that´s what makes it so exciting and worth it.
"That is part of the beauty of literature. You discover that your longings are universal longings, that you're not lonely and isolated from anyone. You belong." - F. Scott Fitzgerald
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