You broke me

You broke me. You broke me. You broke me.

From all the people who was able to hurt me, I never thought that you would be one of them. You broke me. You broke something inside me that I thought was unbreakable. You broke my trust, in you and everyone else.

You see, when you cheat on someone, you take a part of them that can never be replaced. You take their ability to trust and that, darling, it´s the key. You took that part of me and now...now I´m afraid you took it forever.

You cheated on me.

I never thought I would said those words when it comes to you. And the worst part is that you are a coward because I had to find out from your mom about it, not you, your mom. It just slipped through her lips, those innocent words that changed my life completely and forever.

Now I know. Now I know that I was never that important to you. You were my everything, my world, my stars and I was just a game to you. I was never important. Never worth it. I was never special enough for you.

You broke me. And somehow, I´m here, wishing I was her. That I was the one you cheated with. How fucked up is that. I wish I was her, waking up beside you, with a breathless kiss; with the sun kissing our bodies. I wish I was her, cooking "breakfast" at midnight and drinking coffee while we watch the sunrise. I wish I was her. But I'm not.

You broke me.