Just rambling

This past week has been really meaningful for me. I learned that the only way I can get something in life, is by doing things myself. No one will do it for me and I am also the only one who can destroy my opportunities.

Friends and family are the most important thing in life. Without them, life has no meaning. At least for me, that is the most important thing in my life. Without them I would be lost. I would have a life without meaning and a purpose.

This coming week is also really important for me. Christmas is my favourite holiday and there's also that feeling around in the air. People become nicer and start giving without expecting anything back. There's something about Christmas that is so magical and I can't help but feel drunk from the Christmas feelings.

So yeah, I'm practically dying for the next week and I also low that I am expecting some disappointment. Whenever I get my hopes up or my expectations really high, disappointment comes along, like it or not. But until that day, I still will hope for a miracle.