Why do I always end up doing the same thing?

I am the best at leaving projects incomplete. I always start projects and get all excited about it, but I end up leaving them or just forgetting they exist. The worst part of it is that they start as my babies and I just  abandoned them like they're not important to me. And I want to change that.  I want to become involved in my projects and stick to them. To believe in them and believe in me. Believe that I am capable of doing it and being successful.

I am going to start a new project and I am going to put time and effort. I will balance university, homework, social life, gym and my project and make time to every one of those aspects in my life.

Also, I started this blog to pour my feelings and thoughts. Is kind of a diary and I really enjoy it. But I have abandoned it a little bit in the last few months and I want to change that. Also, I've been really craving writing and just letting my feelings out.

Also, I don't know why I just wrote those things and why I am sharing them, but I felt like doing it so I guess I will just publish it. And who cares what other people think about me or what I do. I've had enough fear to do what I want, when I want in high school. It's my time to start believing in myself and stop caring about the critics. I will overcome the fears I have and do what I want to do.